[Mar14.2005@453am] It's been a loooooong time since I wrote over here. Wow the memories that are coming back. My head is spinning. Anyways... people STILL have me added???? And on my other old name too. That just makes my brain hurt. So, if you still update YOUR journal and want to know what's going on with me NOW [which is a HELL of a lot better than how I was with this journal], just comment here and I'll be glad to add you to my new journal. Thanks! <3 Stef this is how it ends

[Jan17.2004@520pm] __skyofdust this is how it ends

[Nov7.2003@1106pm] Yeah... what the boys up there said. ;) {stef} 14 will never fight again and this is how it ends

[Oct31.2003@150pm] HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! & HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO CHESTER AND SAMANTHA!!! this is how it ends

[Oct28.2003@1046pm] NEW SCREEN NAME just a memry 2u And actually IM me people!! Im pretty bored most of the day considering I dont go to school!! [cause im sick... im not a bum yo] =P this is how it ends

[Oct27.2003@1023pm] "A Perfect Sonnet" lately, iv been wishing i had one desire, something that would make me never want another, something that would make it so that nothing matters- all would be clear then. but i guess i'll have to settle for a few brief moments and watch all dissolve into a single second and try to write it down into a perfect sonnet or one foolish line because thats all that you'll get so you'll have to accept. you are here and then your gone. but i believe that lovers should be tied together and thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather left there to drown, left there to drown in their innocence. but as for me im coming to the final chapter. i read all of the pages and theres still no answer. only all that was before i know must soon come after- that is the only way it can be. so i stand in the sun and i breathe with my lungs, trying to spare myself the weight of the truth- saying everything you have ever seen was just a mirror and youv spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever and now you are laying in a bathtub full of freezing water wishing you were a ghost. but once you knew a girl and you named her lover and danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer but autumn came, she disappeared, you dont remember where she said she was going to but you know that she is gone because she left you a song that you dont want to sing. we're singing i believe that lovers should be chained together and thrown into a fire with their songs and letters and left to burn in their arrogance. but as for me im coming to my final failure, iv killed myself with changes trying to make it better but i still ended up becoming something other than what i had planned to be. now i believe that lovers should be draped in flowers and layed entwined together on a bed of clover and left there to sleep, left there to dream of their happiness. >>Bright Eyes 1 will never fight again and this is how it ends

Taking Back Sunday [Oct19.2003@549pm] Oct 22 Anaheim, CA The Grove 8/15 Oct 23 Los Angeles, CA The Palladium 8/8 Oct 24 Las Vegas, NV The Joint 8/15 Oct 25 San Diego, CA Soma Oct 26 Tempe, AZ Marquee *****Oct 27 Tuscon, AZ Rialto Theater *tear* I probably wont be able to go to any of these shows... Tina... see that date with all the stars?? You know where Rialto is... if you get a chance you should REALLY go see TBS. And take pictures for me... and get autographs... and bring your phone and call me and have one or ALL the guys talk to me. =D hahaha X thats last part, Id flip out. But yeah, if your not freekin grounded... please try and go???? *puppy eyes* =P this is how it ends

[Oct18.2003@413pm] [ music | LP * numb for the 35 billionth time ] I have come to realize... I could listen to Linkin Park's "Numb" over and over and over and over and I will never get sick of it. I love that song. 1 will never fight again and this is how it ends

[Oct12.2003@1107pm] "...But if you are in love...we must separate, because love can only exist in separation, only in denial of the flesh is the love affirmed for what it is or otherwise it cannot be trusted as unconditional. And if it is not unconditional it is not love." this is how it ends

::stole from Summer:: [Oct12.2003@449pm] The Big Five Personality Test Extroverted |||||||||||||| 60% Introverted |||||||||| 40% Friendly |||||||||||| 48% Aggressive |||||||||||||| 52% Orderly |||||||||||| 50% Disorderly |||||||||||| 50% Relaxed |||||| 30% Emotional |||||||||||||||| 70% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 66% Practical |||||||||| 34% Take Free Big 5 Personality Test Extroversion results were high which suggests you are talkative, optimistic, sociable and affectionate but possibly not very reflective. Friendliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately good natured, trusting, and helpful. Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, reliable, neat, and ambitious. Emotional Stability results were low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and nervous. Intellectualness results were high which suggests you are creative, original, curious, imaginative but possibly not very practical. Overall, you scored highest on Intellectualness and lowest on Emotional Stability. this is how it ends

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